to u gals...

to the bunch of gals in the project working i in (hopefully u r reading this),

its true tat i mite nvr understand the pressures tat u're under. bt i'll try my best! much is expected of you bt the real qns is: what do u expect? wad are ur goals? wad do u foresee to be the most ideal, reasonable outcome? wadever u choose, i will b there for ur'll...

if u think there's too much obstcles in the way, we'll work thru them one @ a time. if u tink the differant things in your life is pulling u apart in differant directions, we'll find a way to work thru it... when there's a will, there will b a way. believe that u can!

when ur'll really decide wad u want, and truely believe that u can achieve it - u'll find ur inner strength. wif tat, u'll be able 2 work thru anything wif ur team.

nvr lose the hope, n nvr doubt yourselves! JIAYOUZ!!!

its going to be hard... bt we'll get thru it (part1)

life is a bunch of choices we make, obligations we cr8 for ourselves. we make these choices based on our needs, wants and our assumption of wad is expected of us. it really an experimental process as we nvr know wad is the rite combination - do we juz focus on our needs and bcome cold hearted and somewhat materialistic? or do we focus on our wants n juz be selfish? or juz meet expectations and 4get our dreams and aspirations? nope, its nvr really a clear cut thing.

i guess to be really happy and satisfied, we need to constantly shift our focus from one to the other, adapting to the situation. be there for others when they nid our support and when the time is rite, to be there for ourselves - making sure that our own well of resources, love and passion is topped up every now and than so that is nvr runs dry.

so the next obvious question is: when to shift our focus? my answer: i don't know! as sad as it is, i must admit that i have yet to learn when to shift my focus. neither books nor advice (and even naggings sumtimes) hav enlighten me on this as of yet... BUT... i hav hope! sumday i WILL master the skill and hopefully, i will b able to help other master it too...

till then, it mite be a struggle, it mite be painfully n it definitely b fustrating... bt we'll get thru it. important thing is tat we nvr 4get tat we hav frends n family 2 turn to when we get really lost, n of course, nvr lose the hope...

hi there!

MIAed again while trying 2 rescue my com frm viruses. found those things damned pesky lol -i suppose the creators of computer virus r either to free or have financial gains from the sale of anti-virus prog... in any case, hope i dun get infected again - lost enuf data frm the last tym already =( ...

still tryin to find a job - any lobang for nite shift jobs ane1? haha lol

YAY SCHOOL HOLIDAY!!!

haloooo every1! =)

im done wif my exams liao... dun really xpect good results but shld b enuf to keep me at ntu. its the end of my first yr @ ntu... nt tat proud of myself really - i noe i can much btr if only i work harder. its time for me 2 really haul ass n get moving!

now tat the hols r starting, i been tinking abt my life n decided to do abit of change here n there. i noe that its usually @ the start of yr when we're supposed to list our resolutions n all but btr late than nvr rite?! here r my resoltions for the remaininig of the yr...

1. SLIM DOWN!!!

i kinda forgot hw to grow vertically n hav been growing horizontally 4 sum yrs nw. its time i sort this out yah... so if u see me stuffin my face wif food, wack the back of head!

2. Get my studies in order

yah im nt all tat proud of it currently. tym i start puttin in more effort n making btr use of my opportunity @ ntu

3. reassessing my present & future contribution to ____

was telling SO recently tat leaving ____ was juz as painful as staying. really nid to tink abt my role there and the part it i play in its future and the part it plays in my future. dun wanna be a dead weight there n honestly, i sumtimes feel tat i m. is it time to part company or merely tym to change the office cubicle? hmmm...

4. Become a btr frend

was tinking abt tis recently. m i a gd frend - i noe i wann b but am i? i really hope to start developing my sucky social skills. again i nid ur help wif tis - so nxt tym we meet, tell me honestly if i've been a gd frend or a juz pain in the A_S...

5*BONUS resolution* Sing "London Bridge" btr...

haha tis is really more 4 the poor souls out there who hav to endure my singing - hopefully, i'll bcom btr @ it =)

so there they are - 5 things i wanna do by the end of the yr... so wish me luck n to those of u out there who r oso making changes in their life, ALL THE BEST!!! JIAYOU!!!

FACOM 2009

tried out a new role in tis year's FACOM, was quite nice though felt a pang of guilt wif me being so 'free' n seeing every1 else arnd me so bz but i guess tat it looks like tat will b the case for more evts to come... anw, just wanted to say to all competitors:

its the journey tat matters and not the destination! the gr8test prize is the things u learn abt urself, abt ur other team mates n the frendship tat u build wif them! i hope tat every1 of u walked away frm FACOM wif tis prize! in any case, im sure tat ur seniors, trainers and oficers r proud of u and tat u will inspire ur juniors wif ur determination n commitment!

Duties

after a short hiatus spent the last 2 wkends@ duties...

NTU Bike rally 2009 (15 Mar)
my second time doin duty 4 tis evt (covered during last yr's bike rally oso wif YongSiang n his peeps) tis yr slightly different cos was in the safety car wif the organisers (onli sjab guy there) - so felt abit out of place but the organiser peeps were nice so tat bad lah... smae ting lke last yr - it rain darn heavily! pity the cyclist! the duty did teach me sum things - hopefully i can successfully learn wad i need to n put it into practise... o ya, i got 2 do the duty wif a JC frend - aloy! it was gd working wif him again aft so long =)



coincidentally continued by attending another uni's duty over the last wkend

NUS Boulderactive 2009 (20 - 22 March)
one of the longer duties (almost whole day kind) though i only was there for like the 1st and 2nd day... nothing much to say except tat when (alot of time) + (very bored) + (alot of shops) = (alot of $$$) lol! liked the command post @ the ice cream place though - nice ice cream, good view n comfortable enviroment! now for a few thank yous:

• GL for intro me to Wii! haha
• Aseah for the hand tatto
• Kamsiah for making me confused between tuna & cheese =p
• SO for the gd views =p
• Timo for being TIMO!!! haha

photos of the ppl @ the duty


fyi, i'll be taking another break soon for my exams so i guess i'll b 'disappearing' again...

mothly blog resuscitation!

haalooooooo =)

my posting patten is macham on monthly basis like tat lol! very bad! bt i gt a confession - i nvr blog cos been quite lazy recently =(

things r nt goin rite - my studies isn't wonderful, my past time activity is bcoming stressful + abit irritating + other stuff is juz plain confusing me!

but....

i hav hope! things will bcom btr... rite??? i hope it does!